So it seems that I have lost my school folder. Unless it's at Dan's house I'm pretty much screwed, and will have to drop the class because I will be completley behind and will not really have any way of catching up.
I hate myself and my disorganization. I'm fine at work, I keep my self organized and my work area organized but in my personal life I'm a disaster.
The only problem with dropping the class is I'm not sure what the consequences will be regarding financial aid.
I really didn't like the class much to begin with, and I've pretty much decided that health care administration is not the field that I want to be in. I look at the insurance agencies I work with on a daily basis and really don't want to be part of that . I like working as a pharmacy tech but I think that is my limit, if I worked in a insurance agency I'm pretty sure I would be fired in a second because I could never deny anyone anything.
But I'm still really dissapointed in myself I could have finished the class, I could have gotten an A, I'm sure of it. and it's a waste not to finish the class.
I'm trying really hard not to beat myself up over this. I think I bit off more than I can chew this semester between work and school and the commute. I feel really stressed out but I can't help but be upset with myself. And if this affects my standing with financial aid I'm going to be pretty much devestated.
The fact that I don't want to be in health care administration also leaves the question of what do I want to do?
I keep coming back to I want to work with animals, but I just don't see how thats a career. Some schools offer vet tech or vet assistant programs, but I don't know.
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